my life wif them

crazy emen!!! will be here missing u too..never change

i wan kiss yeeling,yeeling so enjoy,and bowie want kis kis too~

three so po...love happy hour^^

vougue,fren birthday~

the night at sandakan~~~smile^^

10 JUN 2010..T.t

今天，好累哦~好早起床，去买菜~！今天，我要煮饭叻~好开心！！！

最近，又有很复杂的情绪，是我想太多，还是真的存在~？
不知道何时，我电话不再出现那长长让我感动又肉麻的信息~！
不知道何时，他从没在叫我宝贝了~
我开始要失去，他的关心，他的温柔了`
谁还记得，是谁先说喜欢我~
过了太久，你没在记得当初的温柔
让时间说真话，虽然我很怕
我们都不懂我们会不会有以后
我怀念，我们手牵手的一起
我好想你

JUNE~2010

when we at XXX CAR~curi curi take photo~when dar dar busy cant company me

last day sing k wif u~~~our memory~

see see see~u buy to yee ling de donut~become tis ler....T.T

JUNE~U let me to know about u,u let me to stay in ur heart!!! U tell me all about u,u tell me tat u xi huan wo~

WHEN I LEAVE UR SIDE~when i smile on face,cry inside the heart~!!! Have u cry too? have u bu she me too?

the thing I think improsible

Today when wif fren yam cha at de.loft~my phone sudennly apear a msg that i think improsible~

A person tat i so love tat i so miss~

I want to forget but i cant~

A msg make me remember back our memory~

A msg make me miss him so much in a whole nite~

A msg make me sad and happy~

CAN stop get a complicated mood~

I want to forget u deeply~but i CANT~

我很好~那么你呢？

这个夜里~又在想你了~你的生日越来越接近了~真的好像抱着你，对着你说生日快乐

我很好，那么你呢？想起的我是怎样的`？当初哭着方不开，现在都能微笑释怀，轻轻的问候着~

我的三月~

时间，过得真快~我的三月份就快要过完了~这个月，也还好，因为认识了一班很好玩的朋友~但，有时候还会想起他~虽然已把他放在心里的最深处，但他的影子还浮现着~~~~他还好吗？应该很好吧~到了这里，你还是放弃，我难以抗拒~我能成全你，我能祝福你，那不是我看清，是我真的爱过你~

我有个很大困扰，那就是我有一个大脸~
我应该怎么样呢？真的要去磨吗？
不美了~不美了`~

FINALLY~OVER

Hey,i really missing you rite nowThe eye was dry and got the mood want to crydont know where you in nowtoo mAny mood,does not a suitable expression,Too many word want to say,but should start from where,If havent you,havent the pass,I dont will be unhappy,But i also want to love even have the IF

you were recently good or bad?i do not want to ask too muchbeing together will be lonely then separatedIs unable to feel each time touchesSuddenly nearly suddenly far is your freedom?then i rather return to live alonesuddenly cold suddenly hot is your reason?then i rather never serious from the start

Do not look at me,told me you love beforeDon't too grief,i not sadwhy i will cry,i dont know alsolet me go,let me find back my freedommemory is too much,your shadow still appear in my lifealthough feel lonely,but tis my last tolerantdont say who are wrong,love is endforget the all,pass a day happy then youdont say too much,maybe this is a good endingThis can be my final extrication

I have not recalled unexpectedly,silently see you go awayA person will be gentle,when the momment was cruelbelieve you are fear to hurt me,not want to lie melove deeply who will easying to give upwake me up from the sweetdream,Announced that happy will not come agenby the smile wif sadnesst to forgivestart to understand,happy is chooses

If has one day,we bE back ago,you will still love me?If has one day,I far away from you,cant meet with you again,will you feel me want to say goodbyeyou never know i want to treat you good,miss you already be my hobbywhen you told me you aRE cant slp well in whole nite,when you are told me you are suffer,i want to talk,but scare all will be wrongmemory will be pass,you still will remember today AND ME

I never lie,why i want to lieYou know i does not fake infront of ui no lie,dun think you are so hard to forgetsmile really not by forcethanks for accompany to me,but why i still have a little bit not familiarI lie myself,thought that stiil has hopeHope you can be happy..........me and our memory be inside your heart

I dont believe it was i give up you,it becaz does have a reason decison for one,thinks this time can accpect you go away from me,Lets you be sad intentionally,finally painful on mine...i hate myself still dreaming of u in the wholenite

love it over,pls do not to mention,although the pass u have to Expresses the real cordiality Why u one does dun have the news? u has hurt my heart deeply...

Lay down the hope~

I was bullying myself a day by a day

inside the 24hour,i just slp for 5 hour

This is the way will make feeling more better?

WHY i want to bullying myself?

many thing was waiting me to do

many ppl was waiting me to love

i dont want make a person who love me to worry

I need to lay down all my hope from him

The hope he give me,the love he give me

I will LOVE YOU as well i can

THANKS FOR U TAUGHT HOW TO LOVE

U will be a nice memorable in my life

Sometimes, will think that knew you will be one kind of mistakE

IF knew you will be one kind of mistake, I DO

A FEW DAY~

He no find me a few day since that day i say end~i dont know why i will say it out,maybe i so scare my bad dream will find me agen~i fear~I will say it out,caz i feel he become cool like ago edi,i scare him hurt me second time~this few day i need be a bear bear,caz i cant slp well in the all nite~but,now when i free,when i get a extra time,i use the medicine forcing myself take a rest~This the good way to forget him,and be happy~~~I dont know i can use those medicine for how long,no medicine how tired on me,i cant slp well also~Midnite now,what i can do? missing him~! juz can write the blog,write out all my thingking rite now~thanks my blog,my facebook and some song to company me when i feel lonely~I MISSING HIM SO MUCH

？？？

THESE short written works only belong to him,perhaps we will not meet again~such ending,is a good ending and without hurt to me ?he think? He is what kind of mood rite now? and i should use what kind of mood to face these all? HE avoidance from me,izzit suggestion me to give up? my brain appearing many question mark.......??? I TRY TO CHERRISH,BUT THE END IS~? Just h0pe he can tell me personly,the reason for the end~i will respect at all~

只属于他的~

我想女孩子最贴心的事，让爱人选择结束的方式

我最幸福的事，当过你的天使

可惜爱不是童话里的故事，不能够永远依赖王子

再难过事实，只剩两个字

我怎么忍心为难你解释

那一阵子有你，美的不像现实，多高兴每一幕都是微笑着停止

我最幸福的事，牵着你的日子

一段爱从开始，即使分开我们，都对彼此诚实

想起那时候，那天和你傻笑着认识

是我最幸福的事

喜欢看你走路充满自信，说话时候你的专注眼神

温柔的表情笑容里的天真，我相信找不到比你更好的人

你心里理想情人是几分，是否会有我的份

好想知道你的一百分会给怎样的人

亲爱的不要陌生，增加我的戏份

可不可以告诉我标准，不要让我一直等

终于我哭了，不必坐通宵

或者，当初你只贪我喜欢笑，你我早已失去这需要

或者，应该亲口请你快走了，好走了，让我知道，我们完了

相爱的人如次多，最终一起无几个

爱上他明知出错，没有他时又寂寞

人人劝谕我，但，无人明白我。。。开心过

我知，你想走，玩厌时候万样借口

我知，没了电，因你一向善变

谁知你懒检点，我像卖艺，卖尽我笑脸

原谅也徒然我太犯贱

梦中情人极好品，我误信我靠真心改变缘分

我也真太笨，无能为力也苦吻

已经无眼泪，恋爱非错便对

明知和你相恋多长命，你亦未娶

曾听说你那颗心，爱定事业，现在又有着谁

其实，当玩具，偶然玩累，在遇玩具便会想追

我想依赖你却不在

应该开心的地带，你给的全是空白

一个人假日发呆，找不到人陪我看海

我在幸福门外，却一直都进不来

你累积给的伤害，我是真的很难释怀

终于看开爱回不来，而你总是太晚明白

不问到底为什么，是我最后的温柔

笑着附和说分开是好的，但我却怎么哭了

我舍不得，爱你很值得，只是该停了，没有我你要好好的

至少回忆里的我是微笑的

亲爱的，有你牵着我的日子，真的好快乐

爱你是孤单的心事，不懂你微笑的意识

只能像一朵向日葵在夜里默默的坚持

多希望你对我诚实，一直爱着你用我自己的方式

在你的心理，我有没有一点特别

最怕你最终没发现我还在你身边

THE PAGE ONLY FOR HIM~24/12

You do not have the reason, sentences the death penalty on me~When wif u,my sweetdream become so real,i so fear i will wake from my dream...but,my sweetdream just can until here,i need wake from my dream,i need be strong to acc what happen been rite now...you got ur own authority to choose whose are the alwalys beside ……u in ur future~just let me know the reason,let me got a reason for our ending~

I cried finally,Does not need to sit all night,or you just coveted me to like smiling initially~now we are already lose tis need~should ask u to run away from life,run away,let me to know WE ARE END~

Human who falls in love are so many,finally together very few,KNEW THE WRONG.S BEFORE FALL IN LOVE WIF HIM,when without him is also lonely,everybody advice me~BUT NOBODY KNEW I HAD HAPPY BEFORE~

Has not had the tear,Love non-wrong and right~heard before ur heart just only the enterprise,but now stiil had WHO? Actually works as the toy,play until bored,whenmeet the another toy will chase again too~

You are always fickle,Hates your this sweetheart, ~I believe mistakenly, i depending on the sincerity change my fate~

Your ideal sweetheart is several points in your heart ??? hopefully to know that your one percentage will give what kind of person~DEAR^^CAN DON BE STRANGE...

LIKES looking that you walk self-confident,Time speech your dedicated look~~~

Remember at tat time,That day and you laugh foolishly were knowing........IS THE HAPPIEST MATTER IN MY LIFE~

A section of love start ,Even if separated I am honest to each other~

when then momment has you,US Does not look like realistically~stop in which part also with smile......

How what a pity loves is not the fairy tale story ,cannot forever rely on prince ~sad only to remain two characters~ I to be cruel enough actually again, feels embarrassed you to explain

I happiest matter has worked as your angel

I thought what the girl is most intimate is lets lover choose the way which the candidate finished~